[Verse 1]
We were laughing at your crooked walk down the aisle
Now the calendar is empty where we left that line
You were my closest friend for half my life
I had already told the future you were mine
The room is full of things we said we'd do
And every one of them still sounds like you
[Pre-Chorus]
Love can stay and still be over
Mercy isn't trust restored
I can hold the good we had
Without handing back the door
[Chorus]
We were the vows we never said
The life I wore inside my head
I can love you and still not trust
The future we were building just for us
You can ask me not to give up tonight
But love can't make a wrong feel right
We were the vows we never said
I'm grieving what we never got to be
[Verse 2]
You were crying in the kitchen, saying you were sorry
I was sorry for the way your whole world shook
But I couldn't make a home from an apology
Or turn one honest word into enough
Our friends keep asking what went wrong
I tell the truth and it still sounds wrong
How can the happiest week we ever had
Be the week that takes the rest of it back?
[Pre-Chorus]
I meant every promise when I made it
That doesn't mean I have to stay
A heart can know you didn't mean it
And still put down the key
[Chorus]
We were the vows we never said
The life I wore inside my head
I can love you and still not trust
The future we were building just for us
You can ask me not to give up tonight
But love can't make a wrong feel right
We were the vows we never said
I'm grieving what we never got to be
[Bridge]
Maybe one day I won't replay
The sentence where the whole thing changed
Maybe you'll forgive me for leaving
Maybe I won't need you to
But tonight the empty calendar
Still circles everything we planned
I don't know if I'm losing you
Or losing who I was with you
[Final Chorus]
We were the vows we never said
The life I wore inside my head
I can miss you and still mean goodbye
I can wish you peace from a different life
You can ask me not to give up tonight
But trust doesn't come back because you say it twice
We were the vows we never said
And that can still break my heart again
[Outro]
No aisle, no music, no "I do"
Just all the years I pictured next to you
We were the vows we never said
And I still hear them in my head